I'm Lee Jones, this blog is about me :D . It's my diary. I talk about my hatred for injustice and unfairness. I talk about my experiences in this nasty music business. I talk about egos. I talk about pathetic little men who seem to be everywhere. I talk about my basketball days, and even my little league baseball days. I don't talk about family, being that I have no family to speak of. It's just me, and I'm more than ok with that.
I miss the TV repairman, the appliance
repairman, the seamstress, the vacuum cleaner repairman, the cobbler, the
tailor, the local furniture maker, the local machine shop, the local car repair
shop, local restaurants where you can get real home cooked meals, the local coffee
shop, the mom & pop hardware store. Thanks to the fact that Capitalism has
morphed into Monopolism, these true small businesses are gone forever in
America as we know it. In their place are money mongering, blood thirsty
parasites who have no problem screwing their customers as well as their
workers. But, we must all be thankful, focus on the good, ignore the bad, so that
we can all be good little American citizens, and an endless source of revenue
for the rich and the ruthless.
Great philosophers have changed the
world by influencing people with their words, yet there are still those who
find it hip & cool to parrot such horseshit as "You cannot change what
other people do". Does nobody see the gross stupidity in parroting without
thinking? That's not to mention the damage done by taking this stuff outside of
its full context. "There is no god who would allow your bullshit to be in
his world". "There is no god". "Who would allow your
bullshit to be in his world".Context,
context, context. Again I ask, what the hell do I know O_O ?
"You always look for the good in
people, there, there's not much to find".
Leroy Jethro Gibbs.
Boy did he ever get THAT right.
Many shining spirits have been broken
by vindictive mediocre minds. It's the way of the world. A shining spirit is
not something you're born with, it's something you build. The small minded
& the devoid of character will always see a shining spirit as a nuisance
& a threat, & will seek to destroy it. Most people don't care to be a
shining spirit, they would rather be small minded, mediocre, and vindictive.
Money is not the root of all evil,
My cat has more fucking sense than you
do. This goes for about 95% of the population.
The degree of your insomnia is directly
proportional to your degree of dishonesty, & this includes denial,
pretentiousness, & bullying.
Eh dumbasses, quit screwing with
nature, it won't work out well for anybody, especially not you,
The Powers That Be would love to
portray me as the sociopath, while they continue to destroy millions of lives.
Funny how that works.
So autism is now an epidemic. Well,
DUH. I believe the number of cases is directly proportional to the ever
increasing amount of chemical SHIT that is put in our food. And autism ain't
the half of it BTW, the TV show talking about this gave every reason except the
Had to say this in my internet life AND
my non internet life: Trying to "make it", getting your music heard
by the masses, booking shows entering contests, making connections, getting
people to listen - not like going to Pizza Hut & ordering a fuckin' pizza.
It's honing your.. craft & abilities, hard work, taking risks, doing
without lots of things, having the right attitude, putting up with endless
bullshit... being belittled, mocked, ridiculed, and otherwise bullied, chasing
all over the world to try to find the right place to be, and by far the worst
part - LUCK, dreaded, horribly unfair, horribly biased towards the sneaky &
the cowardly - goddam stinking LUCK. So, all of you who have names for me, who
judge me, point fingers at me, bully me, belittle me, what do you do when the
person on the receiving end of your... crap finally "makes it"? Oh
yeah, you fucking pretend you were on his team supporting him the whole goddam
time. FTR, throwing him a bone now & then does not entitle you to screw
with him. Also also, this is not directed at any one person, I have a list ten
Never underestimate the fragility &
desperation of the human ego.
Big difference between wearing your own
shortcomings, and feeling bad about yourself. It's become apparent that most
people don't know the difference.
You hipsters who think of cool to use
British grammar, go suck an egg. BTW
it's not the Brits' fault, it's the pitiful American dimwits who are so
desperate to be cool and hip. READ THIS:The harder you try, the dumber you look.
Been out of work for a while, but so
have lots of other people - from plumbers to lawyers - through no fault of
Greed has destroyed every empire in the
history of the world. What the hell
makes anybody think this one is any different?
Most people think that playing music as
a job is a joke, that it's like sitting in my room playing with GI Joes. It's not the same, people
According to statistics I've seen,
there is not a single "Charity" that sends more than TWO PERCENT of
the donations to the actual cause the starving and dying people, abused and
abandoned animals. In all cases, some rich pieces of dirt are keeping all that
money for themselves.
There are people who believe that if you
feed a wild animal, that it won't be able to feed itself. HUH? So, if we feed them once in a while, their
genes just magically jump out of their bodies, and they no longer know how to
get food? Animals are injured and
abandoned, rescued by humans, kept in captivity, fed, housed, and whatever
else, for months, & even years, get back out into the wild and do just
fine. This is just more of the same -
pretentious numbskulls who will Polly Want A Cracker anything they hear,
without knowing what the hell they're talking about; no research, no facts,
just spitting up any BS they hear so they can have the illusion that other
people think they're smart.
National Security, my ass. It's a nice hiding place for the rich and the
ruthless, but it's 100% pure BULLSHIT.
When you cheat, and when you bully,
you're doing nothing more than admitting that you are inferior to whoever or
whatever is in front of you. Jealousy,
envy, gloating, bullying & cheating are all code for "I'm as sniveling
and pathetic as any person could possibly be".
I have to wonder why nobody has done
any real investigating on chemtrails. Those planes have to take off and land
SOMEWHERE. Or, maybe some have, and they're swimming with the fishes. I suspect the latter.
If I don't have certain abilities, or
I'm not willing to work hard & get good at something, then neither should
anybody else. So, if I cross paths with
any of you son of a bitches who do these things, I will do ANYTHING to take you
down. Famous last words of the lazy, the inept, the stupid, & the
There were some civilizations that
didn't have money, prisons, thieves, or any government. Nobody starved, nobody was allowed greed. I vote to bring back that kind of community. My guess is that there were a hell of a lot
fewer, if any, angry, vindictive, envious people in.. such civilizations. Fact
is that we're stuck with this asinine money based society, and the result is
that people will continue to steal manipulate, control, and murder each other.
AND, most people think it's working, and is perfectly ok. I say again, what a
Boy meets girl, boy marries girl, boy
"provides" for girl, then beats the crap out of girl once a week. Which defines the guy, and which defines the
relationship? And there are some who
think that the girl should be f'n thankful. This is because society is based on the almighty
but life destroying dollar. What a joke.
I’ve been on the receiving end of bullies from fucking
hell since 2006. That's not something I'm cryng about, it's just a reality - as a result of things I had absolutely nothing to do with.It amazes me how
sadistic and vindictive so many people can be – especially when they have the
upper hand.You know what’s even more
funny – the fact that these are all full grown adults, not kids in middle
school or grade school – but full grown but pathetic adults.
I’ve been doing everything humanly possible to get my life
back – ever since I got back to the States in 2009 – after a horrible 3-1/2
years in the third world country known as Peru.I have music that has been accepted by Pandora, the songs have been
there for a couple of months.Of course,
it takes time (months) for it to get heard, then more time (more months) to get
into the payout system.In short, I
think the clock won.I have held my
tongue while being sniped at, bossed, corrected, and bullied to beat hell for
the most part of the past five years.I
realize that cheap insults say everything about the insulter, and nothing about
the insultee, and that has kept me from firing back most of the time.The handful of times when I did fire back, it’s
“Ok, then get the fuck out…”.If I dare
to stand up for myself, dare to state my differing opinion, dare to defend my
position, and it’s, “Ok, then GET THE FUCK OUT”.I’ve been treated by somebody who claims to
care about me – treated worse than some people treat their dog.I’ve said many times, financial “support”
does not entitle a person to abuse anyone, and I’ll be damned if I’m going to
be THANKFUL for being beat up on whenever a person feels the need to beat up on
somebody.I’ve always felt for the women
who were forced to endure this kind of thing, but even moreso now that I’ve
lived it – and to think it’s the woman doing the abusing, threatening,
and bullying, with not a goddam thing I can do about it.I don’t care about all the macho bullshit
that gets spread around, because there are certain realities that are present, and
all the badass speak in the world will not change it.Oh yeah, and I don’t smoke, drink, do drugs,
gamble, mess around, or spend money frivolously, and I do many things to
contribute in whatever ways possible.I’ve
always managed to keep my head, except for the few times I had to back some
belligerent, bullying ass off of me – after being pushed and pushed and pushed.
Should I succeed in getting a decent income before I end
up being thrown out into the street, then great, but it’s possible, probably
even likely, that it will not go that way.Should it not, I won’t be sad about it, but after everything else the
universe, with the help of boatloads of cowardly, vindictive people, has done
to me, I will not be tossed out into the street.Should this bully from hell wreak her revenge
by tossing me out, then the Powers That Be will have one less insolent to deal
with, and let me tell you, I won’t miss this sadistic place one tiny bit.